TXP

These pages are full of meaningless words
therapeutic to endless love
yet blind to those who are completely filled
Farewell
Like sweet cocaine, it’s a bitter sweet saving
Shooting up cupid’s broken arrow
I wanted the mixture
What A temporary fixture
As I felt Pisces invading my blood steam
Conscious to this wooden rupture
Somehow it was my subconscious reliever
Like coffee and cream
I was up oversleeping on codeine
Farewell
my heart leaks this sweating fever
Blazing the cold chill against the summer flame
i got Pisces side affect of A bad feen
I feel my old scars lifting
Staining my chest, i feel it itching

Farewell

I found myself at twilight zone sitting on Jupiter again & comets hitting the earth again .. Its funny how people come in and out your life .. they welcome you in and easily wave you goodbye .. Hard feelings ?? umm, I don’t feel it .. Just have to move on with it & I’m not mad about it ..When you know better you do better… Everything has an attraction and we attract what we signal out .. Negative or positive we attract what we think .. 

Pause….Breathe…. Exhale…. 

You cannot hold on to something or someone, you cannot have what is not yours .. You are your own and nothing on this Earth will last forever .. We die and things fade and rust away .. Take it for what it or he/she is and let it be .. Let it be…People come across and enter our lives for a reason .. Hold on to the memories and keep the knowledge but always keep it moving ..Don’t expect it to be a lifetime .. Expectation is a disappointment .. 

Pause… Breathe…Let Go …. LoveHurts

I dont have the feeling to feel the sun light, i rather just lay under the cover..sleep this pain away, sleep through this summer rain….